Prompt: Figured You Out
Jason nodded at Johnny as he stepped off the elevator. His old friend nodded
back and barely managed to stifle a yawn. The enforcer frowned and took a step
in his direction.
“How long have you been on duty, John?”
The bodyguard shifted uncomfortably, looking as if he were doing his best to
remain on his feet. “About thirty-six hours, more or less.” He saw the
displeased look on his boss’ face and quickly moved to reassure him. “It’s no
big deal; I’m fine.”
“You shouldn’t be back on duty after the warehouse fire,” Jason half-growled,
shaking his head. Sonny should have seen to it that Johnny went back to his
apartment; the man had spent the entire night sifting through the warehouse on
Pier 52 that had been burned to the ground and it certainly wasn’t fair for him
to go report for his daily shift after that. But Sonny, just like he himself,
was probably preoccupied with more important matters and simply hadn’t noticed.
“Go home, John – I’ll have Adam cover for you.”
The bodyguard looked as if he might protest but then acquiesced, already digging
his keys out of his pocket as he shuffled toward the open elevator. Jason tipped
his head as the guard punched the buttons. “Be careful.”
Johnny nodded sagely back and the doors closed, leaving Jason to make his way
toward his own penthouse. It had been a grueling two days, but he couldn’t stay
for long. There was still much work to be done. The warehouse had been scoured
for any salvageable remains that needed to be hidden from the police and
investigatory teams, and they had already begun planning their retaliation on
the culprits. Times were dangerous in Port Charles and he and Sonny had their
hands full trying to face one crisis after another.
He heard shuffling in Sonny’s penthouse and looked over his shoulder as he
scrounged for his keys. Thankfully, Carly and Michael had been sent to the
island and were out of harm’s way. He found his keys and inserted the jagged
metal into the lock, frowning when it stuck. He’d have to tell Marco to make
sure that was fixed.
The lock gave way and Jason pushed open the door, entering his penthouse. He had
told Francis to have the file on the Sandoval organization on his desk by the
time he returned, and his friend knew better than to disappoint. Sure enough, a
thick manila folder, along with the rest of his mail, lay on top of his heavy
oak desk.
But it was one thing in particular that caught his eye. A splash of color,
contained on a four-by-six glossy postcard, stood out among the plain white
letters and dark mustard document mailers. His heart skipped a beat and Jason
quickly tossed his keys onto the leather chair, instantly reaching for the
inconspicuous card.
Dark, inky blues, and warm, golden colors swirled before his eyes and the shapes
took a minute to come together. The Tower of London, illuminated in the dark
British night. A shroud of fog enveloped it, giving it a mystical quality, and
the vibrant rendering seemed to come alive off the paper.
Jason’s eyes devoured the image, taking in every little detail. Slowly, he
turned it over in his hands, almost hesitant to do so. Disappointment made his
shoulders sag when he realized that this time was no different than the others.
His name was hurriedly but neatly scrawled on the smudged white paper in a
small, masculine print of all capitals. Just his name and address, the only
clues he had to work with.
It was always like this. For weeks now he had been getting these anonymous
postcards, always with a bright image on one side and his address on the other,
nothing else. It had started about a month after he had returned to Port
Charles. After almost a year of wandering the world, it had just felt like time
to come home. The demons that had chased him out of town had receded to the back
of his consciousness, allowing him safe delivery back home.
He had spent a good deal of the flight back to Port Charles wondering what he
would do when he saw her – the bright eyed brunette who had fought so hard to be
free only to reject it –and him- when she finally attained all she had been
seeking. He couldn’t come up with anything.
But in the end, he needn’t have worried. Elizabeth was gone by the time he set
foot in Port Charles. Careful inquiry from a knowing but sympathetic Sonny
revealed that the young woman had been quite busy in his absence. After faking
her death and saving the Spencers and Cassidines alike from the clutches of
Helena Cassidine and her Popsicle-Son Stavros, the spirited brunette had severed
her permanent lock with Lucky and skipped town, presumably at Nikolas’
insistence. She had been gone for almost two months before he returned, and the
most Sonny could tell him was that she was staying at one of the Cassidine
territories in the Grecian isles. The mob boss hadn’t wanted to intrude or
interfere in her life, and hadn’t kept tabs on her so long as Nikolas was able
to guarantee her safety, something the young Prince had done immediately and
with earnest.
And so Jason had been forced to let it go. Elizabeth was free, finally, and he
wouldn’t track her down if she didn’t want to be found. Part of him still hoped
more than anything that she would find her way back to Port Charles one day,
while the other part tried furiously to forget what she had been to him.
The postcards, he had to admit, had been a worthwhile distraction. They had
started arriving about three weeks after he returned to the penthouse – no
indication of who the sender might be, just his name and address in block print.
At first, he had mildly entertained the hope that it was Elizabeth, but reason
soon convinced him otherwise. The young woman was holed away on some
Mediterranean island, spending her days painting and sketching in the sun; she
certainly wasn’t traveling the world. It was a long-shot; too long. It was
highly improbable and completely unrealistic; after all, what made him believe
that she’d even want to send him a postcard?
Perhaps he had just ascribed too much meaning to the international cards. It was
hard not to. They came steadily, about a week’s length apart, and never from the
same city. He had received twenty-four to this date, counting the Tower of
London that he now held in his hand. The postcards, which amused the guards and
Sonny terribly, had their own place in a little stack on his bare mantle. He
never kept aesthetic articles around on purpose – he found no use for them – but
flipping through the postcards was an even more pleasant activity than reading
even his treasured Italy book.
His steps were heavy as Jason walked toward the fireplace, his fingers
skittering over the edge of the card. It soon found its place atop the little
stack, right above the one of the Pyramids of Giza. With a sigh, Jason flopped
down on his maroon leather couch and lifted his feet, motorcycle boots and all,
to rest on the coffee table. He knew he had work to do – the Sandoval file alone
required his immediate attention – but for now, he just wanted to snatch a
moment’s rest.
The cards sat in oppressive silence on the mantle as the enforcer pinched his
nose, refusing to glance in their direction. The clock ticked slowly; the
leather creaked as he burrowed more comfortably into the couch. The rubber sole
of his boots left a small skidmark on the glass panes of his table.
With a scowl that was half-growled low from his throat, Jason leapt up from the
couch and stalked over to his desk to retrieve the cumbersome file. He’d wasted
enough time already and he had to get down to work if they wanted to find
whoever sent them a message by burning the warehouse. They’d find them, all
right – and then there would be hell to pay.
Jason pulled open the door of his penthouse, ready to march over to Sonny’s so
they could pore over the details. Hand on the knob, poised to let it slam shut
behind him, Jason cast a rueful glance at his almost-bare mantle.
The cards were probably from Doctor Morrissey, an old friend of his who had
saved his life on many an occasion. Word was that he had been doing some
traveling himself.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Jason let himself out of Sonny’s penthouse, shutting the door quietly as his
best friend talked to Michael on the phone. The threat had passed, the problems
had been dealt with, and it was time for Carly and her son to come home again.
He could hear Sonny laugh into the receiver at something the little boy said,
and let the door click into place.
He barely nodded at Johnny who stood guard by the door, walking wearily to his
own penthouse. The door was unlocked and he pushed it open, standing for a
moment at the threshold. He was happy for his best friend who had looked forward
to being reunited with his wife and son for so long. But that didn’t quite
overshadow the emptiness inside him as he stood in the doorway of an empty
penthouse, staring blindly at the minimalist furniture and the bare walls.
It was the same thing he felt the first night he had been back. Standing outside
Sonny’s penthouse, alone in the dark corridor, realizing once again just how
alone he was. Penthouses Two and Four, lodged on the same floor, were entirely
alike in their layout and style and practically everything else, except one
crucial detail. One was filled with the warmth only love and a family could
provide; the other was cold, stark and empty.
He raked a hand through his tousled spikes, kicking the door closed with the
heel of his motorcycle boot. His keys found their usual lodging in the black
leather desk chair, and that was when he saw it.
Another postcard.
At first, Jason didn’t know what to feel. There were times when seeing the
postcards would make his heart soar; there were times when they would send him
into a blind, unfocused rage. They represented the answer to a question he dared
not ask, and their very presence, at times a saving grace, seemed to taunt him.
Jason glanced up at the mantle, still frozen in place. The stack of twenty-four
had grown in number to a stack of twenty-nine, and this one made the big
three-oh.
He was entirely, complacently numb inside. Reaching for the postcard more out of
habit than out of desire, Jason managed to pull it out from under a heavy
package and was greeted with a myriad of swirling colors.
Cerulean blue, matching his eyes. Dark sapphire blue. Soft sea-green. Gentle
grays, cool periwinkle, sage indigo. The colors mingled in a sublime dance,
slowly taking form under his patient gaze. The location was unmistakable; he
didn’t even need the neat, white typewriter font in the bottom right-hand corner
to know.
He was looking at Venice.
Letting out a long, controlled breath through his nose, Jason slowly walked over
to the couch. He lowered himself onto it carefully, never taking his gaze off
the card. Venice. Something about it made his hands clammy as he gently traced
his fingertips over the Riviera, the little gondolas, the somber but inviting
buildings that sat respectfully behind.
Venice.
He stared at it for much longer than he had ever stared at the other cards, as
if unwilling to let go of this period of blind, irrational hope so easily.
Disappointment was inevitable, imminent. He’d turn it over to find only his
name, printed in that small, neat, infuriating masculine block style.
Rough fingertips skimmed the edge of the card, pinched at the sharp corners.
Venice was vibrant, vivid; he could feel himself getting lost in the view of the
Riviera. He took it all in once more, starting from the top and working his way
down, staunch in his refusal to let even the tiniest detail escape him.
But he could escape it no more. With a heavy feeling in the pit of his stomach,
Jason turned the card over. His name in that small, neat print stared back at
him, a stark contrast with the white background. But the lettering that always
dominated his attention faded away as Jason’s wide eyes scanned the rest of the
card.
This time, there was a message.
The writing was different from the style of the address – instead of all
capitals, even height, written compactly on the lines, he saw a graceful
feminine font, swooping and elegant but very legible.
Dear Jason,
I ran out of stamps today.
There was a break in the even spacing of the writing, and Jason could almost
sense the sender’s hesitation as she faltered momentarily.
I also ran out of reasons to keep sending you cards without writing anything.
It must have been pretty strange to receive all those blank postcards from all
over the place, and I’m sorry about that. But it was easier not to say anything
– it always is when there’s so much to say. Besides, I wasn’t sure if you’d even
want a postcard from me.
The writing was smudged a little, and if he didn’t know better he’d have sworn
it was from moisture – a raindrop, perhaps. Or a teardrop.
Nikolas keeps me informed about the goings-on in Port Charles, and I know
that things were dangerous for a while. He didn’t say much, but he didn’t have
to. I’m glad you and Sonny stayed safe; you were both on my mind and in my
prayers. Europe was beautiful – but then again, so was Asia and Africa, as long
as I’m naming continents. I’m in Venice now. It’s the most beautiful city in the
world. The light really is different. But it’s not the way I imagined.
His heart caught in his throat but he read on.
It’s not the way I imagined with you.
The words seemed to burn right through the glossy paper and Jason covered his
mouth with one hand, rubbing his jaw.
I didn’t spend too long here. In fact, I’m coming home in a couple days.
Maybe I’ll even beat this postcard home. I can’t-
The word had been scratched through and replaced with another – won’t.
I won’t enjoy Venice as much as it should be enjoyed if I’m on my own. I
meant what I said: when I imagined seeing Italy, I imagined I was with you.
Things aren’t right, Jason, and this isn’t helping any. So I’m coming home. I
want to make things right.
His fingers trembled as he focused on the last few lines.
I’m out of stamps, but I’ve still got another postcard in my bag. I found so
many beautiful ones here that I just couldn’t pick. When I get back, you can
decide if you want it.
Love,
Elizabeth.
The End.
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